What Nobody Tells You About Muslim Marriage
Our first year nearly ended because of the mahr amount. What saved us was an imam who understood listening instead of lecturing.
It sounds absurd. It was absurd. But the the mahr amount was never really about logistics.
Mariam's mother had a expectation about morning routines. When we married, the expectation was that I would cook the same way. When I did things differently, the comments started.
What saved us was an imam who understood marriage counselling. He made us list every unspoken expectation. Mariam's list was 17 items long. Mine was 18. We'd married each other but expected to live in our parents' marriages.
The Quran says spouses are garments for one another — they cover, protect, and complement. We weren't garments. We were polite acquaintances.
It took six months of honest, painful conversations. Of learning that compromise doesn't mean surrender. Of understanding that my Egyptian traditions and British traditions could coexist in the same kitchen.
We've been married 5 years now. We laugh about it now. We still disagree about how to load the dishwasher. But we do the dishes together.
Nobody tells you that marriage isn't about finding the right person. It's about becoming the right person. Every single day. Over and over. With patience, with prayer, and occasionally with raised voices that eventually soften into laughter.